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Wilderness of Life

by Ali Murray

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WILDERNESS OF LIFE Hanging round here in the lonely parts tonight Missed the last ride, gone in the fading of the light Either way, either way I will carry her tonight because these memories hurt like the twisting of a knife In the wilderness of dreams I can still hear her cry Running to horizons that were far beyond the visible sight She never knew she was the one bright star over my life I wanted so bad just to tell her it would be alright... In a small town, closed down hearts and minds they bond No one understood the beauty in her song Where kindness is a curse and the damaged are the wrong We disappear into the mirror of the place we don't belong In the wilderness of life I can barely find my way Sliding down the face of a cliff soaked by the rains Out of the blue I sometimes still recall her name Somehow someway the enigma still remains... No more tomorrows or wasted yesterdays Forget the sorrows They're just a passing phase When did the lightning lose its darkened sky? If I could do the right thing I would never ever leave and never ever say goodbye...
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THE BURNING SKIES I've been told about the burning skies Shadows travelling in holy guise Kingdoms falling before my eyes All I wanted was to feel alive I am on the cliff next to you I've come back to see this through I am reaching into the blue From my arms the flowers grew... You are teacher, teach me wise so I can use these winds to lift me high The music is in my ears tonight Takes me straight into the eye I know I'll never come back down Put both feet on the frozen ground Set the time and remove my crown Until the next time I'm lost within the sound...
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Wasted Eden 03:56
WASTED EDEN Take the tightrope across the water to the lost lands of you Take the ladder to the skies over the flood lands of you But it doesn't matter You're leaving me traumatized The whole thing is shattered Everything that I fantasized... Built a fortress on a lovely little island for two Wasted Eden, through the leaves there is a paradise for two But it doesn't matter now You're leaving me traumatized The whole thing has shattered everything that I fantasized... Maybe I should pretend it won't happen like that again Maybe if I pretend, I'll be spellbound til the end... Maybe I should pretend it won't happen like that again Maybe if I pretend, I'll be spellbound til the end...
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NEVER GET OLD You said that all the stars above are never good enough when it's dark inside your heart You said there's nothing left to fear Don't make an ocean from a tear You said I'm going away Far as it may Let's never get old... While waiting for the boats to just capsize I realised the world was falling from your eyes I'll never let go til I know you're alright It's going to take a whole new other life to make it all mine before the last ride leaves us behind A thousand dreams, so it seems, just killing time... There is comfort being apart On the outside drifting far Far away from the light Loving the night Never get old.... While waiting for the boats to just capsize, I realised the world was falling from your eyes I'll never let go til I know you're alright It's going to take a whole new other life, to make it all mine before the last ride leaves us behind A thousand dreams, so it seems, just killing time...
5.
Baby Dove 03:51
BABY DOVE I know you cannot hear my voice from where you lay your head tonight The day is gone, I hear a song It penetrates through everything Outside the moon, the heavens clear No one's awake to see it all You'll never know the lengths I'd go just to be part of your life, some other time... What can I do to protect myself? You're beautiful but you don't know it I'm fading out within the scene The lights go out and the faces change No resolution, I drank it dry The embers in my mind will never cease to burn Reminders of the star that fell so far away... I am the one, the only one waving from the tower The perfect dream, the space between the heavens and the earth You lay in bed, no tear is shed You're sinking way beyond me Just give me love, my baby dove Give me sanctuary for the night
6.
Rain Box 03:26
RAIN BOX I paint these thoughts like an old grey tomb I drank from the chasm with a spoon I picked all the flowers that fell from the room Echoes from a vacuum... Freezing on a summer's day I followed the masses and lost my way Assured that there's never the need to be afraid Today becomes yesterday... Distant waters I was born to swim But to walk on that land is a journey of sin All I know is I'm dying within somebody else's skin... If there's an angel somewhere for me Show my eyes what they can't see Something to fight for, a reason to bleed The fire we have to feed... Take me now, I'm ready to go Leave all the wreckage and ruin below Shake me out of this dying dream that feels like home Take me now, I'm ready to go Leave all the wreckage and ruin below Shake me out the dying dream I've always known...
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Nectarine 03:36
NECTARINE Someday together we'll have something to show Since time began you held my hand and never let me go We'll live forever upon a distant land The round and clean sweet nectarine, the world is in my hands... The window is open, we can let the air right in to our troubled sphere, another year is written on the skin I know by now that you'll destroy me in the end and when it's done and the tales are spun, my devotion you'll commend...
8.
Invocation 02:11
INVOCATION I don't want to go unknowing, though I probably will I'm not where I'm meant to be, I'm still under the spell A scarecrow in the field of time that watches as we sleep I'm wading in this nameless water, heading for the deep... Another day of toil, we work our fingers to the bone Couldn't we have worked it out before the dark came home? One last invocation in a world of black and blue Thunder rang the bells of heaven, crashing over you...
9.
TWILIGHT HILL Up on twilight hill A cold November chill Followed by the ghost The one I feared the most On cold star-studded night The galaxies were bright All horizons lead to you in the place where I stood... Like a kite cut from its string I remembered everything I was feeling so alone Up in the air with the lights below I am my mother's son Looking down upon the darkness of the land and the heart of a man... On my way back down I marked the frozen ground To prove I had been here On twilight hill, my dear What makes you fade away and leaves you on display? Smiling in my heart as I spiral in the dark...
10.
DON'T TAKE MY STARS AWAY Soldier, are you there? Still waiting on a prayer? A thousand sinking suns, and thousands more to come The world never seems to care Soldier, I can feel you fade You've been dancing on a deadly blade I know what it feels like to have the middle of the night come at the brightest time of day hey, hey, hey... Sometimes the only thing left to do is just work the whole day through because the emptiness is vast when you're living in the past You'll be swallowed by the blue There are many ways to feel astray We are losing battles every day You can send the dark over the bay just don't take my stars away...

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From a rocky island covered in moorland on the edge of the North Atlantic comes an album that shows the maturation of a major talent. 'Wilderness of Life' is a collection of reflective songs that incorporates the influences of many kinds of music, from dream pop to goth to post-punk to folk, with frequent nods to the lilting traditional Celtic music of Murray's homeland, Scotland. Veering between darkly moody dirges to sweeping, almost uplifting melodic pop, this is an album of uncompromising emotional intensity.

Haunting, sometimes bleak imagery is employed in the service of describing the thoughts of a troubled soul, of loss, longing and the desperate desire for a meaningful life. No singer-songwriter of today navigates the landscape of isolation with as much poignancy as Ali Murray.

(Written by Allister Thompson)

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released April 17, 2022

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''This album is a dark lonely introspective journey through ambiguous dreamscapes. Murray constantly manages to tap into something deep, dark and uncomfortable... but somehow turns it all into wonderful dreamy pop music.
The atmospheres and soundscapes within the album are exactly how I imagine the Isle of Lewis to be - cold, barren and beautiful... '' - Fog Songs

''The songs are full of imagery, nature reimagined as pain, the loneliness of the Cosmos painted in sound on a skyscraper guitar...dark hymns to loneliness, heartbreak, and emotional turmoil, with enduring hope in the face of adversity.'' - Monolith Cocktail

''A gentle chaotic listen...a portrait of an intriguing under-the-radar songwriter'' - Rosy Overdrive

''It's like it was recorded under a heavy overcast and the overbearing density of the atmosphere somehow fused with the tape. It's a facet of the production that lends the songs a semblance of pondering melancholy that interacts encouragingly with the lyrics. The vast majority of which hover in tense suspension over the sheer drop of a rocky shore- searching the horizon for clarity with one foot over the ledge of a cliff and the other chained to the hope of this world.'' - I Thought I Heard A Sound

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This album was written, recorded, produced, engineered and mixed by Ali Murray using home recording equipment.
Mastered by Allister Thompson.

Additional Musicians :

Anna Mackenzie - cello on tracks 4, 5 & 9
Andy Yearly - piano on track 4
Luke Cowan - intro piano on track 9

Additional Vocalists :

Stef Barcelona - guest vocals on track 3
Hester Fox (novelist) - spoken word vocals on tracks 1,3,4 & 9

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Artwork : Nick Williams

Contact : alimurraymusic@hotmail.com

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Ali Murray Scotland, UK

Ali Murray is a songwriter/musician from the cold windy Isle of Lewis in the north of Scotland.

He writes and releases music under his own name, as well as dark introspective ambient music under the name The Lonely Bell.

THE LONELY BELL :
thelonelybell.bandcamp.com
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